Like hafez... i didn't go to school today because i wasnt feeling too well!... and i am not that keen to know what are my results, because i know i didnt do well in any of my papers!... i can tell that i copied in almost every single exam except for english and EST!... and am not all proud of it!... hafez, calvin and sonul!... if you'll have any problems that is bothering you all!... pls come and talk to anyone of us in 5Orange!... because we are all willing to help you'll... and this doesn't only go to hafez, sonul or calvin... but to anyone whos reading this!... guys we are there for you'll!... we are there to take care of one another!
Weng Kean!... we all know his a smart guy!... and yes i agree with Calvin in the way he asks other people their marks!... but i would say its good to compare!... why you may ask?!... well its because by comparing it will drive one to succed and do better in the coming exams!... so guys pls do compare your marks with weng kean!... it will drive you to succed!... we all shall use weng keans marks as a target to reach!... i hope you all get what i mean!.... and screw the previous exam results man!... i'm gonna collect them and burn it!... so if you'll would like to follow me!... you'll may do so!... guys, i think we should help each other overcome our problems in studies by helping each other out!... if a classmate has a problem with a certain subject!... we shall sit our asses and help him out untill he understands the damn thing!... we will not walk away from that certain classmate untill he understand it!
Anger!... guys, it is something that we find very hard to overcome!... teng might have been stressed up with his exmas!... and hafez nearly bursted in front of his mom!... and i was about to slam the door on my mom because she was nagging at me for using the computer too long when i was writing this!... but guys!... i have learned something today!... A REAL MAN IS A MAN WHO CAN CONTROL HIS ANGER AND SEXUAL DESIRE!... don't ask where i learnt this!... but when i saw this i realised and learnt something!... i realised, that i myself have not controlled my anger!.. we will never be real man untill we control our anger and sexual desires!(for some of you'll)... so guys i would like you'll to calm down when ever you'll are about to face an issue that will get you worked up!... talk to a friend or ur mom so that the problem will make you feel better!... trust me when i say this!... ur mom can be ur best friend if you really sit down and talk to her!.. for those who dont really have a good relatioship with your mom or dad!.. and you can include me in this!...
guys, before i leave i would like to say that i'm sorry man if i had offended anyone with this post!... i'll catch you'll in school 2moro!... nitez and im outta here!
Thursday, July 19, 2007
Another day just fly
Well, how do i start? I never go to school today since all the tests has just ended yesterday..so i thought it would be a day for me to relax myself but i wasted my time by doing absolutely nothing. The bad point about this is I missed out my exam results but it won't hurt to get it the next day right? Anywayz, it seems that i missed out some fight between sonul and teng...but i guess is not my problem for now...You guys are big enough to handle the problem...I hope so
Haih..what did i do today? Basically, i woke up at 7:30....i had some argument with my mother last night for spending too much time on the computer. It was just 2 hours or so ...been playing dota so i couldn't quit the game but she got so stress and start spilling venom of words to me..Some of her words really wounded me. Deep inside, i feel like exploding into pieces and just yell at her...but i kept it within me..and when i was done, I went inside the room, took my wallet and hp, and just went out from the house to net valley...I couldn't stand the atmosphere in the house..especially with my mood hanging on the cliff. That night, i think i made my mom shed tears...
10 pm - The reason that i stayed in net valley was just to relax my head for a while....Fareez was there so i had someone to talk to. I thought i would go at the mamak stall and order some drinks and him and I can have a chat..but it ended up with playing another game of dota...I just couldn't be bother with all the problems in the house so i turned off my hp and played.
12:20 pm - Game has ended..time to go home. This time, i was worried if my mom had woke up and was waiting for me in the house...alot of possibilities came to my mind while walking back home....I got my keys to open the gate...but when i arrived, the door was locked...luckily my sister was still awake and opened the door without saying a word...maybe she understands what i've just gone through...or maybe not...
Whatever has happened that night, I tried not to keep the anger feeling in myself ... and for the rest of the day, many things happened...but when i did say i wasted alot of time was because i went to netvalley again that afternoon and spent 4 hours? I had sejarah tuition but it was cancelled at 4...and somehow my emotions was really unsteady...but i was satisfied after that because i met someone i liked and had like 1 min of convo? I guess that was enough to get me through the day.
K, i wanna bounce and drink some coffee....peace !
Haih..what did i do today? Basically, i woke up at 7:30....i had some argument with my mother last night for spending too much time on the computer. It was just 2 hours or so ...been playing dota so i couldn't quit the game but she got so stress and start spilling venom of words to me..Some of her words really wounded me. Deep inside, i feel like exploding into pieces and just yell at her...but i kept it within me..and when i was done, I went inside the room, took my wallet and hp, and just went out from the house to net valley...I couldn't stand the atmosphere in the house..especially with my mood hanging on the cliff. That night, i think i made my mom shed tears...
10 pm - The reason that i stayed in net valley was just to relax my head for a while....Fareez was there so i had someone to talk to. I thought i would go at the mamak stall and order some drinks and him and I can have a chat..but it ended up with playing another game of dota...I just couldn't be bother with all the problems in the house so i turned off my hp and played.
12:20 pm - Game has ended..time to go home. This time, i was worried if my mom had woke up and was waiting for me in the house...alot of possibilities came to my mind while walking back home....I got my keys to open the gate...but when i arrived, the door was locked...luckily my sister was still awake and opened the door without saying a word...maybe she understands what i've just gone through...or maybe not...
Whatever has happened that night, I tried not to keep the anger feeling in myself ... and for the rest of the day, many things happened...but when i did say i wasted alot of time was because i went to netvalley again that afternoon and spent 4 hours? I had sejarah tuition but it was cancelled at 4...and somehow my emotions was really unsteady...but i was satisfied after that because i met someone i liked and had like 1 min of convo? I guess that was enough to get me through the day.
K, i wanna bounce and drink some coffee....peace !
A couple of results, and an apology of sorts.
Today was the beginning of the end for my freedom as our results started coming in. Sejarah i scored a pathetic 'C' whereas EST was as expected, however the shocking result was my humilliatingly low biology results....I'm not even sure whether or not i can pass...
Onto the next matter at hand, im sorry. I'm sorry if what i asked you was personal of sorts, or if it hurt your feelings. All i did was ask you a possibly insulting question, and you replied with something that i believe i will never forget. I understand your anger and of your outburst, but there are two things i have to wonder, why me? why take out all your anger and frustration on me when it should be on yourself? And another thing, when you said that ' i always have talked in a sarcatic tone and you thought i was making fun and looking down on you'. My friend, if i have 'always talked like this, why not tell me you did not like it and help me change? what, were you afraid you would hurt my feelings ? or did you not think it was actually possible for me to change in the first place? Friends should always tell friends of their shortcomings and help them change for the better. If you say i was like this all along, what kind of friend are you for not advising me before?
Sorry for the personal rant, but i just couldn't keep it in. I hope the person im talking about reads this and takes it to heart, as i have taken his words.
And to all 5 ORAng3 students, here's an excuse to your parents about your results!
Its not that im not smart or didn't study, it is that some people are just good at doing exams.I'm out.
Onto the next matter at hand, im sorry. I'm sorry if what i asked you was personal of sorts, or if it hurt your feelings. All i did was ask you a possibly insulting question, and you replied with something that i believe i will never forget. I understand your anger and of your outburst, but there are two things i have to wonder, why me? why take out all your anger and frustration on me when it should be on yourself? And another thing, when you said that ' i always have talked in a sarcatic tone and you thought i was making fun and looking down on you'. My friend, if i have 'always talked like this, why not tell me you did not like it and help me change? what, were you afraid you would hurt my feelings ? or did you not think it was actually possible for me to change in the first place? Friends should always tell friends of their shortcomings and help them change for the better. If you say i was like this all along, what kind of friend are you for not advising me before?
Sorry for the personal rant, but i just couldn't keep it in. I hope the person im talking about reads this and takes it to heart, as i have taken his words.
And to all 5 ORAng3 students, here's an excuse to your parents about your results!
Its not that im not smart or didn't study, it is that some people are just good at doing exams.I'm out.
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