Confused, befuddled,and possibly high! ;)

Today, i blog in hopes that by reading this some of you will have your morale boosted and not be so tensed or frightened when faced with what is to come, SPM.

Do not be afraid of failure, as it is not afraid of you.
Do not feel that hope has fled you, only that you can flee from hope.
Do not think hopelessly upon the tasks to come, instead think of what good it may bring you.
Don't worry, be happy. ^^ (I didn't know what else to write!)

With SPM quickly approaching,about 1 month and 6 days to go, why do i have a stronger urge to cut class and school altogether? In times like this, i am not feeling worried or getting impromptu heart-attacks, eventhough my future will basically be decided by the end of this examination. I wish i could attribute this to confidence, or at least cheekiness, but alas, neither can do, for i personally don't know WHY i'm not worried.

Stupid, isn't it? Worrying about why i'm NOT worrying? basically is a mixture of emotions, sadness that the exams are coming ( because it spells the end of my high school life, and possibly contact with many friends), and happiness that it is going to end soon.

I would prefer to keep this as short and sweet as possible ( like THAT is gonna happen :/ ).
When it all comes down to it, some may look upon the coming exams as the finality that they have been preparing for years, and others as the end of all that was nice and sweet in life, as now, life really begins.

Me? I feel the beginning of these exams are the beginning of the end, be it of good times and bad times. I hope you don't feel the same way...