Countdown for SPM…is this the time to have fun?

Unique title isn’t it? As you all know, SPM is in 48 days, 15 hours, 21 minutes from now. By just looking at the numbers, all we can say that it is right around the corner..but have you all actually prepared for it? I find it funny…the closer we are for the exams, especially for me, the more playful I get. I am not just saying this because I have witnessed some people are enjoying themselves more than ever and ignoring the fact of how many days left. All i can say is that we all might be under pressure of studying and we take our problems and put ourself in a situation where we relax such as playing games (maple, dota) lepak2 with friends, and basically just stone on the bed and dream. Right before our eyes, the days will be left to 0...and when that day come, there are no time for regrets or looking back.

Why am i saying this? For the main reason, I want to wake some of you who are still oblivious to take some action. Let me just ask a simple question. What do you want to be when you grow up? This question have hunted me for life...because of not knowing what I want to be is really ridiculous...especially at this age. I cannot say what i want to be when i grow up but one thing is for sure i don't want to be someone useless. I don't want to be the guy who looks at his friends who scored with flying colours..and yet when i received my results, failure is written all over it. If this happens, i cannot blame the games that i played...i cannot blame my friends that asked me out to chill..I cannot blame my parents that keeps nagging me. It all comes down to one person which is urself.

SO, let just put it this way. If you want to be somebody, you have to wake up and take the action now. There are not much time left..and every second we have to use it wisely. I don't want to put u guys into more pressure.. but just imagine our life after spm. We can use this 48 days to be covered in books after books after books...but we will get something in return..which is adulthood. Be patient with what we are facing now...and i hope my post can atleast become an awareness to you guys...cuz we all are classmates..and i don't want anyone of you to be left behind..dissapointed. Last but not least, enjoy every second while you can during this last high school year. Like andrew had mention, we will all go separate ways...we might not see each other again for a long time.

ok then, i better go down pj old town and get some nescafe ice..and study my papers for BI and BM ^_^..Peace to you all.

I woke up kinda early today and decided to blog something. Bah, most of you would be too busy studying History to read blogs anyway. If you are indeed studying history, please do tell me how do you actually sit on the damn chair and look at all the paragraphs in the text book without having your mind distracted by other things.

I've been telling myself over and over again since the day exam ended, "Shit, need to read sejarah d!" And yeah, here I am after 3 consecutive days, I haven't read even a single sentence from that damn thick book. Yesterday I was really planning to read but I have to go for reunion dinner with my grandmom. Luckily there were some chicks there, and the food was great. I have a question guys. Are you people distracted by anything?

It looks like our high-school days are coming to an end. I know somehow, I will regret lots of things I never got them done. Probably one of the biggest regret would be being unable to spend enough time with all of the best people in the school! Best people? Who else? :) Most of us would be starting college soon and the lucky ones who got picked for NS would probably enjoy the cream of their lives. Many, are already attached. Others, like me are still searching high and low. A handful lot of them already planned what to do after the final ride, SPM. Some would work, some would take up new interests, some would maple whole night, some would train their sports and physiques and others are with unknown plans. As we approach the boundary which keeps us together, many of us would go separate ways. And that separation would probably break us apart physically, but I know our friendship bonds will never get broken.

Anyway, I do not know what to do now. Probably I would just stone at videos or something. Life can be pretty hard now, but true friends are harder to find later on. We only have around a month or two to see each other. The paths which will diverge in all ways will eventually converge back later in life.

As Boring As Usual.

Our class seems to be boring as usual when teachers are not in the class and no lessons are going on.Today I just come to school without any good reason in my mind.Many of us didnt show up and obviously,the money for our class caption didnt settle yet.I think most probably,less than half of us pay the debt.Thanks to those who didnt show up but pay the money.This proved that some of you,yeah I mean some,still actually do care about the caption.Really appreciate that.To those who absent for today,dont worry much.Not much studying and teaching in our class.Most of the time,I just chill out in my favourite spots,the Bball court and the tennis court.Early in the morning,during the assembly,I saw Hafez and Andrew walked out from the school and head to MMORPG.I wanted to follow them but dunno why,I dont feel like.I thought Kenneth,NG not HIEW,will follow them as well but to my suprised,I saw him in the Bball court with his Arsenal T-shirt,if I not mistaken.Even from far I can see him clearly there because his actions,throwing-running-bouncing,will always be the same and no one can actually follow his styles of playing.The situation on the class is quite dead.Attendance for today,I can count it with my fingers.Hairee and his gang turned up today and I played football with them.They are having Puasa but they still carry on the game.I dunno how are they gonna survive with that and the weather now is rather hot.Sonuljit tripped and fell again during the football.Dont worry,he didnt break his legs,hands or balls,just a few scratches.His fall made me laugh right away,maybe because he fall like,flying without wings??!!

Mr.Loh came to the class with just his phone on his hand.I was in the Bball court with Nanda,Kah Hoong,Weng Kean and Sonul when Mr.Loh was heading to our class.I saw him walking on the corridor but we still continue our games.Suddenly,I saw Ashraf and Navras walking to Bball court and I knew something gonna happen.'Mr.Loh ask you all go back'Ashraf said.What the hell???Why man?We just only start the game!!!I thought he gonna ask about the class caption but it turned up to be something else.Luckily I didnt walk all the way back to the class for the caption thing,if not Im gonna......show international sign.He taught us RADIOACTIVITY, WOAH SOUNDS COOL!He taught us with the wicked smile on his face and asked us a lot thing about the atoms stuff.All of us like,errr hmmm errr,blank la of course.However,he taught really good because its quite easy to understand him.For me,he is one of the best teacher and dont ask me why.I still cant get the answer. I know all of you will sure think,'You must like him coz he is your father la,jr Loh' No way man.Im not his son and he is not my father.

SPM is just around the corner and I havent fully prepare yet.I feel lazy to do revision and everytime I think of it,it spoils my mood.My tuition class,as usual,gives alot of homeworks but I didnt feel like doing it,too.I feel tired for this year and really stressed up.I've been staying late night and doing tuition homeworks till I do not have enough sleep.Please dont misunderstand me,I do homweworks till late night not because I hardworking,is because last minute work. Haha,suprise isnt it?Many of us say that life is hard.But in my opinion,I dont think life is hard,life is just fragile actually.We say life is hard is because we cant stand all the pressure and stress that lay upon us.We are soft in facing situations and easily give up,thats why we say life is hard.If you dont understand what I mean,let me explain using the test papers.Some of us will say this paper is difficult,that paper is difficult but actually they are not.Is just because some of you didnt study well thats why you guys feel the papers are difficult.Same like our lives,we cant withstand the obstacles and tough situation thats why we say life is hard.

Before I end this,everyone of you who read this.Stand up and sing the school's song.Semangat la sikit.

Back In Action...Been Through A Lot!

At last Im back to this world of our own.Its been a long time since I typed my last post on John's Birthday.You guys must be wondering why I didnt update the blog and why I stopped crapping.Is it because I wanna quit?Is it because Im tired with the blog?Is it because Im busy?Is it because I busy Mapling?Is it because Im busy preparing for the exams? YES,you are Wrong!The reason why I stopped is because I AM LAZY!!!YEAH GET THAT!!I lazy to type my feelings out and I feel quite dissapointed with this blog because I CANT UPLOAD PICTURES!!!The whole blog looks dead without any pictures!!Full of words only and it makes the blog look like a novel or journal and not like a blog.However thanks to Ivan who took my words and upload some pictures in it.After stop blogging for a long time,many cool but no so events happened in our class!Not all of the events are enjoyable however we still having a great time together.

This whole week,last week and last last week,we were having our tests from the JPS!Thank god it has finally ended today!After suffering and burning the midnight oil for these 3 weeks,it has finally come to an end.Actually,we suppose to end the test yesterday but just because of one guy,yes that guy,we have to resit the Chemistry and Physic paper 3 again!!!Damn,we can have a good rest today but we cant.Thanks to his big mouth and stuck up attitude,we have to face another problem.He speaks without thinking how others feel and what others think.I find him changed a lot compare to last year.He is getting more and more irritating and...two words...Lan Ci..He knows everyone hates him due to that resit paper thing but he seems like whatever la...so.....dun care la.He always think he is the best and doesnt mind how is his attitude!Never mind that,lets skip his part!I asked everyone in the class on how they feel for resitting the test paper.Some said 'Fuck la,have to resit.Thanks to the fella la.We have to resit' Some also said 'Aiyo,thats the only paper I did well.Now have to redo'.Dissapointing opinion from everyone but Andrew has a different thinking 'GOOD GOOD.Can resit physics.I did damn bad in that test.' What a suprise.Of course,Andrew always come up with different things. ^^

Alright,let me tell a bit about the situations when we were having the test.As usual,even after the test started,all of us will still make noises just to cheer up the environment.Is easy to tell when will we make noises.If the test is difficult and scratching head,then most of us will start screwing up the papers and then sit back and relax.This is time for us to disturb the others.Our Mr.G,Gabriel, will always start banging the others-'Darwin Abdullah,please dont copy''Darwin please shut up''darwin please look in front' Most of the time I can hear him banging Darwin.Of course,Darwin Abdullah is a -YOU BANG ME,I BANG YOU- the type of person,he will start screwing Gabriel also and makes the whole class filled up with banging words.Dont worry,no fuck you and fuck there during the banging.One of the funniest thing that Gabriel did was the instructions that wrote by Mr.Karuna.Mr.Karuna wrote these on the black board....oopppss.....white board I means...

DONT TRY TO COMMUNICATE WITH YOUR FRIENDS DURING THE EXAM
DONT TRY TO BORROW THINGS FROM YOUR FRIENDS

Gabriel ,with his brilliant ideas, cancel off the donts.The entire instructions look seriously funny.

TRY TO COMMUNICATE WITH YOUR FRIENDS DURING THE EXAM
TRY TO BORROW THINGS FROM YOUR FRIENDS

He left the sentences like that throughout the test.However, Mr.Pubalan found out so he added back the dont's with a smile.BUTTTT,Gabriel still cancel off the dont's when Mr.Vejayan was not looking.HAHA,freaking funny.Hairee Hassan is one of the funniest fella during the test too.Most of the time,I could see him having a good nap almost all the tests.In one of the tests,when Mr.Vejayan screwed Mahendran for sleeping,he quickly woke up and buat tak tau.Mr.Vejayan asked him mengapa kamu tidur,apalu buat? He said 'Dapat ilham cikgu'.HAHAHA,dapat ilham melalui tidur...DAMN YENG....

Before I end this,GUYS WHO READ THIS PLEASE PAY UP THE MONEY FOR THE CLASS CAPTION.IS SERIOUSLY IMPORTANT!!!IF YOU DONT PAY UP,SORRY LA,ALL OF YOUR FACES WONT POP OUT IN THE SCHOOL MAGAZINE THIS YEAR. GG

class caption pt 2

we need 1.2k in 1 days time. Hope can collect it in time, our last year....

Our class caption

Updating.....and Emo-ing XD

It has been a very long time since anyone updated da blog (more than a month actually!) so it is my sworn duty to write something emo so others will follow! I will lead you all to salvation, or painful, agonising death!

Now to get into da emo mood.........*cuts himself repeatedly*......*listens to MCR*......*cuts himself some more*......Thats it! Im emo now!

It has been a really sad year for me in terms of studies and results, and made even more so with the trials that are going on. First and foremost, i got a 59 for maths. Now some of you may say that it is not that bad, and that our teacher might take another paper as the results, however i expected at least a B, and to get so close but yet so far,well, you get my feeling right? About other science subjects, i found out today that my Biology paper 3 was fucked up (i am allowed to swear right?) because apparently i did not follow the scheme for marking. You now what? Fuck you. You expect me to read your mind? You expect me to memorise every single fucking experiment in form 4 and 5 just so that 1 pathetic question may come out?And this piece of paper basically determines my overall marks, for Bio and also Chem as well as Physics? If you cunts actually bothered to teach us HOW you want us to write the experiments, then i might have nothing to complain about, right? (directed at certain teachers in school *YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE*)

And guess what? I haven't even started about Add Maths. But i guess that everyone knows how it feels. Let me put you guys in my shoes:

You enter the classroom, try to get at least an ounce of knowledge into your minds, and when the exams begin, no matter how much you have studied, there will always be something that you cannot answer or understand. You stare blankly at the paper.It stares back at you. You struggle to answer even 5 out of the 25 questions in that paper over a one and a half hour period. The next thing you know, you have five minutes left and still 15 questions to go. Then, its all over. You just crippled your chances horribly of getting into a good college or to pursue a scholarship as well as a tertiary education, all because of your inability to answer ONE FUCKING PIECE OF PAPER.

And onto another thing: Resitting examination papers. Tomorrow we will be redoing our chemistry paper 3 because the questions leaked. The teachers did not know but due to some asshole who could not keep his mouth shut, we all get fucked. Is it our problem that piece of shit couldn't keep his mouth shut and brag to the teacher about 'knowing about the questions before the exam'? Seriously, if the wancker is reading this : You just sealed your position as the most hated person in all of form 5 LSPJ science stream, whoever you are.

On the same point, i would like to ask politely to teachers, why make us resit the exams? I just went through some rules and regulations, and i have found out a very nice piece of information:

It is not illegal nor unfair to get 'tips', be it how accurate or exact they may be, from others who have sat for the same paper.

Is it OUR fault that the papers leaked? is it OUR problem that we gained tips from other schools? is it OUR problem that the ministry of education cannot even be trusted in keeping these papers sealed before and after exams? Teachers may argue that if 'you really have been studying, you will do well again if you resit' NEWSFLASH TO ALL TEACHERS:

PAPER 3 IS ALWAYS A GUESSING GAME. WE HAVE TO GUESS WHAT EXPERIMENT IS COMING OUT FROM THE HUNDREDS WE HAVE LEARNT. AND HAVE TO ACCURATELY REGURGITATE THE INFORMATION. NOT FOR ONE, OR TWO SUBJECTS, BUT THREE. IF WE SOMEHOW MANAGE TO 'PREDICT' THE PAPER, THEN IT IS BRILLIANT. HOWEVER, IN THE 99% CHANCE IN WHICH WE WILL NOT PREDICT RIGHT, WE ARE SCREWED. SHOW ME ONE PERSON WHO CAN ACCURATELY REMEMBER EVERYTHING THERE IS ABOUT THE EXPERIMENTS, AND I WILL PERSONALLY SHOW YOU DOZENS, NO, HUNDREDS MORE WHO ARE UNABLE TO,

*Phew* One last question to teachers: why should the students be forced to suffer when the teachers of other schools are unable to keep tab on the papers? When it is their responsibility to take care of the papers?

Sorry for the rant, but it has been a really long time coming. The only reason i am stopping is because i have to resit Chemistry paper 3 tomorrow, and i haven't studied shit. Excuse my language, but what were you expecting, flowers and love notes? XD. Im out.