Well, how do i start? I never go to school today since all the tests has just ended yesterday..so i thought it would be a day for me to relax myself but i wasted my time by doing absolutely nothing. The bad point about this is I missed out my exam results but it won't hurt to get it the next day right? Anywayz, it seems that i missed out some fight between sonul and teng...but i guess is not my problem for now...You guys are big enough to handle the problem...I hope so
Haih..what did i do today? Basically, i woke up at 7:30....i had some argument with my mother last night for spending too much time on the computer. It was just 2 hours or so ...been playing dota so i couldn't quit the game but she got so stress and start spilling venom of words to me..Some of her words really wounded me. Deep inside, i feel like exploding into pieces and just yell at her...but i kept it within me..and when i was done, I went inside the room, took my wallet and hp, and just went out from the house to net valley...I couldn't stand the atmosphere in the house..especially with my mood hanging on the cliff. That night, i think i made my mom shed tears...
10 pm - The reason that i stayed in net valley was just to relax my head for a while....Fareez was there so i had someone to talk to. I thought i would go at the mamak stall and order some drinks and him and I can have a chat..but it ended up with playing another game of dota...I just couldn't be bother with all the problems in the house so i turned off my hp and played.
12:20 pm - Game has ended..time to go home. This time, i was worried if my mom had woke up and was waiting for me in the house...alot of possibilities came to my mind while walking back home....I got my keys to open the gate...but when i arrived, the door was locked...luckily my sister was still awake and opened the door without saying a word...maybe she understands what i've just gone through...or maybe not...
Whatever has happened that night, I tried not to keep the anger feeling in myself ... and for the rest of the day, many things happened...but when i did say i wasted alot of time was because i went to netvalley again that afternoon and spent 4 hours? I had sejarah tuition but it was cancelled at 4...and somehow my emotions was really unsteady...but i was satisfied after that because i met someone i liked and had like 1 min of convo? I guess that was enough to get me through the day.
K, i wanna bounce and drink some coffee....peace !
Thursday, July 19, 2007
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